Dear Abbi

Today seems to be hard. It's rainy and cold outside. Makes it harder. It's been 10 days and it still hurts and tears fall even if it's getting easier to smile.

I went to print some pictures from your sisters one year photo session and there was our family photo. To know that's the only one we will ever have with you there made me cry. We can't see you but I know you were there. You will always be here with us.

How can I love and miss someone so much when I never got to touch you or feel you? Does that make it worse or easier? I'm so thankful we got to see you at least once.