Today

Dear Abbi,

Today is your due date. 

Today you should be here. 

Today was a day I didn't want to come. 

Today. 

Instead I can look forward to the date where I can finally hold you in heaven with joy. 

Today is bitter sweet. 

Today I have a little sadness without being able to hold you. 

Today I have to joy of dancing with your sister and feeling the new wiggles of our Rainbow Baby. 

Today has joy mixed with the sorrow. 

Thankfully, God holds us still, heals every broken (multiple times) and gives us hope for the future. 

Enjoy today. Your day.