It's so hard to say this. But I'm rocking my Sunshine right now, it makes it easier.
We lost our Peanut on Sunday.
I had some bleeding on and off since they did our first ultrasound on Thursday. Sunday afternoon I knew it was over.
For some reason I knew right from the beginning we wouldn't be able to keep this baby. I just had a feeling. I wasn't sure how we'd lose it but I knew somehow God would want it back.
And He did.
I knew she was a girl.
So my little Abbi Anne made me an angel mommy.
My little Sunshine has brought is even more joy the last few days and I can't thank God enough for making me and letting me continue to be a big girl mommy, too.
My heart breaks when I think I won't be able to hold her for a long time. But my heart rejoices in knowing that someday I will. In the mean time I can carry her in my heart and love her big sister even more.
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